Disheartening.

[smmg]

Sometimes it feels so disheartening, I feel like I will never be fluent in Welsh or anything else I'm trying to learn. It's so frustrating, I feel like I'll never be good at any of this. I should have grown up with this but instead I'm having to learn it and approach it from the outside and it sucks and I suck. I generally try to have a positive attitude when it comes to learning languages on this journal, but I cannot deny that being from a minoritised culture and not growing up speaking the language natively sucks so badly. I will be ok soon I'm just having a bad moment where everything feels hopeless. I've been feeling so irritable today.