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2025-05-28 08:57 pm

Pondering

I've decided I want to do a historiography module and the intermediate Old Irish module next year, but I can't decide on what I want the last one to be. It has to be either Scottish Gaelic language/literature/history, or one about Welsh translation and the translation industry. It doesn't necessarily matter which one I pick, because I can do the other one later on. I'm on a part-time timetable so I only get three modules a year.

The year after next, I want to do the advanced Modern Irish class, modern British and Irish politics, and comparative Celtic linguistics.

After that year, I want to do minority language preservation, literature as a source of history, and then either the Scottish Gaelic or translation depending on which on I decide to do next year.

But I can't really decide. As I'm typing this out, I'm actually thinking that I'll pick the translation one next year, and leave Scottish Gaelic until my last year. The part of the Scottish Gaelic module I'm most interested in is the history element of it, although I am interested in the language too, so maybe I'll pick the translation module and just get the reading list for Scottish Gaelic.
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2024-08-06 09:20 pm

Plans for the upcoming academic year

So this year, I'm going to be switching to part-time study due to my declining health so I'm only going to be doing three classes this year (probably. I have to do a certain amount of credits each year, so if I'm splitting that number in half it should leave me with three classes). I'm definitely going to be doing an intermediate Irish class, and I'd like to try beginner Old Irish too. For my remaining class I'll probably do one of the intermediate/advanced Welsh ones, or I might not since my classes are taught through Welsh so I'll still be learning and practising Welsh even if I don't take a class for it.

In addition to those classes, I've been looking at the unviersity's optional night classes. They have a number of subjects, but I'm mostly interested in the languages, and I think I'll probably do Chinese. I've been interested in starting Chinese for a while since it's the second most widely-spoken language in the world, and the language with the most amount of native speakers. My high school taught Chinese, but unfortunately they stopped the literal year I joined so I could only do Welsh, French, and Spanish. Although I've forgotten most of my French and Spanish by now; Romance languages don't seem to click with me... Despite the fact I did two Italian classes at university last year. I also don't remember much of my Italian now, but maybe that had more to do with my bad health than the fact I can't grasp Romance languages. I also did look at French much more recently as I had a brief period when I thought I might study in Brittany in the future, but again, I've forgotten what I learned then too.

I was also looking at the Sign Language classes, but I think they might clash with one of my music groups' rehearsal evenings. I'd like to do it in the future hopefully. Also the night class will get me another qualification at the end of it! And I'm hoping then I can move on to the next stage of Chinese class in the next semester, and then on to the intermediate (and maybe the advanced) ones in future years at this university. It would be nice to have an additional qualification alongside my Celtic Studies degree. And I'm excited to study a non-Indo-European language too! I've looked a little at Finnish in the past, but I've never really properly tried to study a non-Indo-European language before, so I'm excited for that. As well as learning the script. I sort of know the Cyrillic alphabet from looking briefly at Ukrainian in the past, but I've never really tried to learn a script rather than just a new alphabet.

This summer, I'm mainly focusing on Welsh and Irish grammar. I aim to finish Intermediate Welsh: A Grammar And Workbook and Basic Irish: A Grammar And Workbook by the time I go back to university in September (and maybe even start on the Intermediate Irish too?). I know I need to listen to more music and watch more things in Welsh, and also in Irish too. I'm also trying to bits of Cornish this summer, as I have the Bora Brav book that I've started working through. But I'm not as focused on it as I don't do it at university, although I would at least like to be able to say some more things in it without constantly having to look back at my grammar notes and consult dictionaries by the end of the summer.

Hopefully by the end of the next academic year, I can get my Welsh firmly into the C1 range, and my Irish will be at B1. I'm not sure where I want my Cornish to be. A2 is probably fine, but more realistically it'll just be a higher A1. I'm not sure about my Old Irish, I'm not sure the CEFR levels are used for old languages? I assume my Chinese will be A1/A2-ish, since it's a beginners class.
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2024-06-08 01:06 pm

Blood, immigration, emigration, and the Celtic nations

First of all, "Celtic blood" and "Celtic DNA" are not something that exist. Quite frankly, that is a white supremacist idea (unfortunately a lot of those seem to get into Celtic-related spaces...)

At it's most sinister, blood percentage is used in places like America to rob Native peoples of their Native identifies if they have below a certain percentage of Native ancestry. Regardless of if they've lived their entire lives brought up by other Native Americans and are very much a part of their culture. The ultimate aim of this is to completely erase Native American cultures, languages, histories, and anyone who identifies with them. Which is genocide.

I won't tolerate those kinds of people who love to talk about their "Celtic warrior blood" or whatever when that ideology lines up with fascism and eugenics.

Your lived experiences with a culture are what make you a part of said culture, not what's in your DNA. Modern Celtic identity is based on the presence of a modern Celtic language, not on DNA.

It is very frustrating when I see Celtic diasporas (mostly Irish/Scottish diasporas in America) claim they're allowed to call themselves Irish because they have "10.5% Irish blood" or whatever, but then turn around and say that immigrants who actually live in Ireland are not really Irish, or that the children of immigrants who have lived in Ireland their whole lives aren't really Irish either.

I identify as Welsh because I was born and raised in Wales. Quite frankly, it would be weird if I didn't identify with the country I've lived in my whole life. But that doesn't mean I can't also identify with my family's cultures. My family are Cornish, Scottish, and Irish, and I identify as Cornish/Scottish/Irish diaspora because I was raised by my family from those places. I do not identify with those places because of my "blood percentage".

My mam is from Scotland and has an Irish mother and a Scottish father. She also identifies as Welsh because she lives in Wales and it's her home. She has a right to learn Welsh and to call herself Welsh. I also have family in Wales who weren't from Wales originally, and who still don't identify as Welsh. And that is entirely their own choice.

I also have an English great-great-grandfather and an Ulster Scots great-great-grandfather. Whatever "percentage English" or "percentage Ulster Scots" that makes me, I don't care. My English and Ulster Scots ancestors passed away long before I was born. I wasn't raised by them and I don't identify with those cultures. I identify as having English and Ulster Scots heritage, because they are undeniably part of my family history, although they are not really that relevant to me. My English great-great-grandfather moved to Ireland after the famine, and my Ulster Scots great-great-grandfather moved to Scotland around a similar time. Obviously this was long before I was born, and I didn't know them at all. I haven't had any relatives in Northern Ireland since pre-partition, and the culture of the north has changed a lot since then, and I'm not going to claim I somehow have innate knowledge or am some sort of authority on modern things like the Troubles.

The Celtic Nations and languages are for everyone, whether they were born here or if they chose to make a Celtic Nation their home later in life.

We can't cry about how we are oppressed, and then turn around and act absolutely vile towards other minorities.

We can't cry about how hardships in our Celtic Nations forced people to emigrate to other countries, and then turn around and get angry at immigrants coming to the Celtic Nations who are also looking to escape hardships in their home countries.

How hypocritical is that?

My mam's side of the family have only been in Wales since the mid-1980's, and my dad moved later, but because I am white I am seen to "belong" to Wales more than non-white people. I know non-white people who are first language Welsh speakers and whose families have been in Wales for much longer than mine. But their Welshness is brought into question a lot more than mine is. Both them and me are Welsh. Someone who moves to Wales tomorrow and makes this country their home is also Welsh and belongs here just as much as the rest of us.

Although I have had the odd person be weird to me about my cultural background, it's not anything like what I've seen non-white Welsh people receive. It puzzles me how other white people in Celtic Nations can claim they experience racism, when surely they can clearly see how much worse non-white people in Celtic Nations get treated. Do they forget the word xenophobia exists? Or even anti-Irish sentiment or Celtophobia? At worse, white Celtic people claiming they experience racism are actively making it harder for non-white Celtic people to talk about their experiences of racism within the Celtic Nations (that they receive from white Celtic people).

How are you not aware of what other people in your own country are experiencing? Are you really such a self-centred hypocrite that you'll (rightfully) complain about how people ignore the oppression that Celtic Nations and Celtic languages have faced, but then ignore minorities within our nations who are also suffering?

And what does "(whatever)% blood" actually mean practically for you? Culture isn't passed down through DNA, it's something you usually learn from the people raising you (and the country you live in, if the county's culture is different to your family's). A couple of times I've had people tell me I'm not really Welsh even though I've lived my entire life here, just because I was the first person in the family born in Wales. The blood percentage model leaves no room for my Welshness and my lived experience being raised in Wales, just because I'm not "ethnically Welsh".

When I get called "half-Cornish" because my dad is from Cornwall, what does that even mean? Which half of me? People with multiple cultural identities like me should be celebrating them all, not splitting ourselves in to fractions and percentages. We should be celebrating our abundance of cultural experiences and connections, both to the place we're from and the places our families are from.

If you are a member of any Celtic diaspora and want to identify with that place, then go ahead, but you need to actually put in the work to be part of that culture. Learn the history and the language, read the literature, and very importantly learn about the modern culture of that place especially if you have no living relatives from there. The culture will have changed a lot if your ancestors emigrated 100 years or 200 years or however long ago.

Don't just say you're Irish-American/Scottish-American/etc as some sort of claim of being a minority, while putting in absolutely no effort to be a part of or to help save that oppressed culture that you claim to care about. Being a part of a culture means that you have to do the difficult things that are also part of it, not just the easy things that benefit you or that you can use to seem more "interesting" or "exotic" or "minoritised" or whatever.

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2024-05-11 12:01 pm

English ignorance of Cornwall

i've probably said this before but it's so absolutely crushing when i talk to english people and they have no idea that cornwall has a separate culture and language. like they don't even know we exist. and sometimes they laugh about their ignorance like "haha i didn't even know cornwall has it's own language, let alone that it's a celtic nation". sorry but it makes me a little insane. like as someone who is cornish diaspora who lives in wales bc my cornish family have largely been displaced from their homes by english tourists/second home owners, and moving for better job/education opportunities. it's so insulting and depressing. every time i meet an english person at university and we talk about our degrees i'm always mentally preparing myself for this conversation. it's so exhausting. can't necessarily blame them either bc i know their country does not teach about what they've done to cornwall, wales, etc. but why joke about your ignorance. ''i'm from england and i didn't even know about cornwall having a distinct culture hehe'' ok but why. do you never bother to learn things about the world on your own. do you ever wonder why cornwall has one of the highest poverty rates in the uk and why people are so angry about tourism and second homes there? i'm sorry but like. do you never listen to/read/watch the news. sorry it's just absolutely infuriating.
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2024-03-26 11:17 pm

Yr iaith glawstroffobig

fi wastad yn meddwl bo'r saesneg yn iaith glawstroffobig iawn. fydda i ddim yn gallu anghofio'r saesneg. os sai'n defnyddio'r gymraeg, bydda i'n anghofio hi.

o'n i'n nabod pobl a aeth i ysgolion cymraeg ac yn tyfu 'da'r iaith, ond do'n nhw ddim yn defnyddio hi ers hynny ac nawr so nhw'n gallu gweud dim byd. fi'n byw yng nghymru ond mae'n bosib bo' pobl yn gallu byw eu bywyde cyfan trwy'r saesneg 'da dim cymraeg o gwbl, ac ma 'na llawer o bobl yn neud hyn.

ond fydda i ddim yn gallu anghofio'r saesneg achos bo' saesneg ymhob man. sai'n gallu dianc o'r iaith 'na sy'n ddrychynllyd o fyglyd. ond fi'n teimlo fel fydda i ddim yn gallu'n rhydd o fogi yn y gymraeg erioed chwaith, na mewn ieithoedd fy nheulu, achos bo' saesneg yn fy iaith gynta, felly byddan nhw'n anghenedl ifi ac yn llai gyfforddus na fy iaith gynta. fi'n poeni y bydda i wastad yn teimlo'n lletchwith ynddyn nhw, a fydda i ddim yn teimlo fel fi'n gartre. ond sai'n gallu bod gartre yn saesneg chwaith. ma' iaith fel syniad yn gwasgu fi o bob cyfeiriad.

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2024-03-05 06:28 pm

Fi'n rhugl??

bob tro bo' fi'n siarad â rhywun yn gymraeg, maen nhw'n gweud bo' fi'n rhugl a sa i byth yn credu nhw. ro'n i'n siarad â'r ymgynghorydd ariannol y bore 'ma a gwedais i wrtho fe bo' fi'n siarad cymraeg fel ail iaith a sai'n hyderus iawn o gwbl i siarad gyda phobl erill, a gwedodd e wrtho fi bo' fi'n swnio'n hollol rhugl ac ro'n i like,,,, ŷch chi'n siŵr,,,, sai'n teimlo fel fi'n rhugl o gwbl.